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Ache

by Jaz Paterson

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1.
LA 03:34
verse one - I want to be on a flight to LA See the sun rise from my window seat I’ve got this ache that just wants to get away Watch the clouds turn pink in a different city pre chorus - I could be in a prettier place with different people But I don’t think that I would change Cause all the shadows in me the ugly things they Follow me round and they say chorus - Who do you think you are And where do you think you’re going You’re running in circles love Running away from growing up You know that wherever you are The pieces of you are still around You know that wherever you are You’re running away from growing up Running away from growing up verse two - I want to be on a flight to LA To a place where no one knows where I came from I could pack up and I could go today Watch the clouds turn gold as I leave my city
2.
Ache 03:36
verse one - I know I still exist In the stories you tell your friends
What am I now And are you still the victim? How do you describe me? When you girlfriend wants to know All about us And why the fuck do I still care chorus - Hey love remember how we got so close to forever And you had a question And I got close to saying yes Hey love remember we were flirting round with forever Now I can’t imagine If I had gone through saying yes Cause we’re not forever and ever and ever verse two - I can just slip away Like a ghost from friends we share I’ll make it right I’ve always made it easy bridge - Let the sky open up Fill the ocean with what I lost All you left was an ache I don’t know if it ever stops Oh my love oh to me You were glitter and grass stains You were nightmares and headaches And the most beautiful thing The most beautiful thing
3.
Lonely 03:26
Verse one- All I wanna do is write sad songs Sit in my room gonna stay home Stare at the ceiling it ain’t great I can feel the cold this winter The type in my bones so brittle The type that I try not to bring back home Pre-chorus Everybody Cleared out for the holidays and I sat in the living room and Let all the dust settle around me I understand I’m just doing it to myself Wrap warm in a blanket and I Forget about the world that I see Chorus - Cause in my head it’s just Just me Just me And it gets lonely lonely lonely lonely And I don’t want to admit it Not me But I get lonely lonely lonely lonely Verse two - All I wanna do is cling to walls Elle asked me where I’ve been Choking on my words it ain’t great Bridge- I look up at the stars and I feel the bottom of my heart drop out for a second I look up at the stars and I wonder if God holds all of my tears in a bucket
4.
Body 03:02
Verse one - Didn’t get told in words It was more like stupid jokes When I was a little girl Like a sponge I soaked it all up Read between the lines Figured it’d be easier To laugh and say it’s fine It must have been an accident Pre chorus - What am I doing What am I doing I forgot I belong to myself Chorus - They’ve been yelling out the car window at me Saying baby spin around spin round for me But I’ve been thinking for the first time now that Nah I want my body back I want my body back They keep yelling as I’m walking down the street And for years I pretend I’m not listening But I’ve been starting to say it in whispers Nah I want my body back Oh I want my body back Oh I want my body back I want my body back Verse two - It wasn’t just one time It was building up for years And every story I Had assumed was just the deal Part of being young Part of being a woman I’d always say it’s fine It must have been an accident
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Heaven 02:54
Verse one - I used to be so scared of heaven I used to believe that we’d be singing forever Pre-chorus - I fell out of it Into empty space I can hear my nephew laughing Kissing you with a split lip Chorus - I’m in heaven I’m in heaven I’m in heaven I’m in heaven Verse two - I’d sit in the front row watching like a good kid on Sunday I was just 15 He’s spitting and shaking Yelling praying sweating And his veins attack his neck Bridge - Sometimes I miss my Jesus My nursery rhyme Jesus The one I’d pray to in the dark

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released November 26, 2021

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Jaz Paterson Geraldine, New Zealand

Jaz Paterson is a pop artist based in Christchurch. She has been a semi finalist in the international songwriting competition and finalist in Olympic songwriting competition. Recent highlights for Jaz have included performing at NY Edge 2021. Her collaboration "Horizon" with Shli has been added to local radio playlists. ... more

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